today is just one of those days

Soo as the title protrayed today just happens to be one of those days were I wanna just sit down and cry. I am so tired from this past labor day weekend. I enjoyed my time with my in-laws down in Louisana, but I am just physically exhausted from everything that happened and to be honest there wasnt much we did!! My son went fishing for the first time in his life with his Poppi and it was soo sweet. He came in with such a defeated look for not catching anything!! SUCH a fisherman!! lol, sad thing is he will never be fishing with his momma nor his dad!! Soooo I am sitting in class and yet have had lunch because the resturant on campus DIDNT want to make my food because there were the same thing in the grab and go but YET didnt tell me they wouldnt make my order, I didnt want a pizza from there because well it was BURNT....I am soo livid about this!! I might pass out in classes this afternoon from their inablitity to be able to get off their lazy butt and just make me a new one!! I ordered a new one, NOT an old one!! Plus I am so tired of just surviving while waiting for my husband to come home from Iraq and I really wish he was just home! Yet tomorrow maybe a whole other day, and understand that what I sacrifice for the freedom of every other American and what my husband goes through is for that as well. BUT I DONT WANNA THINK THAT TODAY...I WANT MY HUSBAND HOME SO I HAVE SOMEONE TO CRY ON THEIR SHOULDER TO HAVE HELP WITH EVERYTHING!! I am just tired of all these professors arguing about the war and Iraq and afghanistan and I JUST WANT HIM HOME NOW!!! I know after this rant I will just pull myself back together like I always do and will soldier on and deal with life like I always do.