Soo I had a wild month so far. That might by why I haven't posted in a while, so to start off the month I was in California for my grandmother's funeral..LOVED her to pieces and well still do and I really miss her dearly! She was a very well how do I put this the best grandmother any girl could want, but of course I do know that everyone is a partial to theirs!! IF you weren't I would feel sad because everyone should!!! Then one of the most tragic things that has ever happened in my life other than loosing Aaron's twin brother during delivery. I had a miscarriage, and well it took me a couple weeks to tell my husband who happens to be in Iraq, IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY NOTICED, and when I did he was crushed and sad as any parent would be. He asked me if I wanted him to come home. I told him no, because he is scheduled r&r is for when Levi's 1st birthday is on. I would rather celebrate the life of the children we already have instead of mourning the loss of one who wasn't meant to live in this world. God has greater plans for that little one!! Then I had the journal project from hades!! grrr that was horrid!! Then someone defaced personal property of a professor and well that caused MAJOR heartache for everyone!!! WHO in college defaces a book? MY 4 year old knows not to do that to books!! People are getting crazyier!! OH then to top it all off my husband's mrap hit an IED this week..I just about paniced because I thought something was wrong with him. So between my husbands truck hitting that IED and my miscarriage and the funeral!! I think this month has just about drove me bonkers!!! IM SOO GLAD its almost over!!
One day down is one day closer till I get to hold my soul mate!!
Friday, April 30, 2010
Friday, April 16, 2010
hmm where to start
Sooo to my few small group of 4 followers sorry I have posted lately just been kinda of well bummed I guess you would say. I am about to go CRAZY because well my inlaws are bringing over some furniture which well I dont care for the color, but my MIL really wants this couch she saw which why not make someone else happy...One day someone somewhere will need that couch and arm chair!! TILL then it will be my headache, that or I just might tell the PCS movers to LOOSE them on purpose!! I really cant figure out how I am going to mix green and red christmas plaid colors with ANYTHING of my style!! They of course will be great at CHristmas time. OH did I MENTION THESE things survived I think its 7 to 9 moves with the Navy prior to our inheritance of them! HAAA well they always say they dont make things like they use too! Sooo in fond words of my MIL her migraine of 30+ years will soon become my migraine...great is all I can say!!
On a side note had a skype date with the DH last night and OMG was it good to see him! He has lost sooo much weight too. He left at around 200 he is now a whopping
one sixty something...HELLOOOO He was already a bag of bones.."To bad my kisses dont have any calories and if they did I would have to figure out how to send some!!" famous words of Aunt Colleen!! Which by the way is a rockstar as well as my other new Aunt Linda!! Any women who can teach my son how to poke the eyeballs out of a crawfish and not get queezy is a rockstar in my book!!
Oh yea going on a road trip this summer!! WHOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO with my mom..yay!! So if you guys dont hear from me by july 4th gets scared and worried! I love my mom but 2 weeks in a car with both my boys...am I just crazy or is this deployment really getting to me!! MY route is from Seattle, WA near Ft Lewis down to san diego then straight back across to mississippi..I happen to be going to pick up our new car!! YAYNESS!! I love that thing too!! I am sooo tired of my old eclipse..I am scared its gonna fall apart on me!! OHH wait go ahead fall apart..Ill just go get it sooner!! WHOOO HOOOO...ok so ill shut up for now..YOu ladies have a great night!!
One more day gone is one more day closer till I am in his arms again!!
On a side note had a skype date with the DH last night and OMG was it good to see him! He has lost sooo much weight too. He left at around 200 he is now a whopping
one sixty something...HELLOOOO He was already a bag of bones.."To bad my kisses dont have any calories and if they did I would have to figure out how to send some!!" famous words of Aunt Colleen!! Which by the way is a rockstar as well as my other new Aunt Linda!! Any women who can teach my son how to poke the eyeballs out of a crawfish and not get queezy is a rockstar in my book!!
Oh yea going on a road trip this summer!! WHOOOOOO HOOOOOOOO with my mom..yay!! So if you guys dont hear from me by july 4th gets scared and worried! I love my mom but 2 weeks in a car with both my boys...am I just crazy or is this deployment really getting to me!! MY route is from Seattle, WA near Ft Lewis down to san diego then straight back across to mississippi..I happen to be going to pick up our new car!! YAYNESS!! I love that thing too!! I am sooo tired of my old eclipse..I am scared its gonna fall apart on me!! OHH wait go ahead fall apart..Ill just go get it sooner!! WHOOO HOOOO...ok so ill shut up for now..YOu ladies have a great night!!
One more day gone is one more day closer till I am in his arms again!!
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
One interesting day
So this morning started off rather interesting, I live in South Mississippi. One would think that living here that one would fell a tad safer with all the rednecks who drive around with shotguns in the back windows and knives under their seats. Well apparently these two ladies didn't get that memo, as I drove past them this morning and they had their little ear buds in listening to music and well they were carrying crow bars!! CROW BARS people!! Seriously when did women in south Mississippi need to carry crow bars to walk in the daylight and in a relatively nice neighborhood at that too.
So I heard from Mark today and well he hates this new unit he is attached too. He is a very nice passive person and well our relationship is a very democratic relationship and when it comes to the paycheck on the first one I pay all the bills with it, and with the second one well that's where I do the savings with. So instead of bouncing any bills I paid he will send me a blackberry message and ask me if a certain amount is ok to buy at the PX. I don't care if he buys anything, but the guys think he doesn't have a backbone and I need to be put in my "place." He is just so anti-arguing that he just vents to me. I told him to just tell them that he does wear the pants I just control the zipper. He laughed and well, was like naw I should just tell them that after he gets his commission that he just might get orders to be their officer. I don't think that will shut them up at all. I think the suggestion of what I said would be better. Plus he got moved to gunner permanently for this deployment!! So he stands up there for 12 hours plus without a break and when all the other guys get a million smoke breaks he is told that he has to keep the trucks running right while they all smoke and then they yell at him if he does something wrong. It is getting a little intense and something where I just wanna smack one of them!! It is really starting to piss me off but I can't do a thing about it, because its his job.. I guess that is my rant for the night..I maybe back later!!
So I heard from Mark today and well he hates this new unit he is attached too. He is a very nice passive person and well our relationship is a very democratic relationship and when it comes to the paycheck on the first one I pay all the bills with it, and with the second one well that's where I do the savings with. So instead of bouncing any bills I paid he will send me a blackberry message and ask me if a certain amount is ok to buy at the PX. I don't care if he buys anything, but the guys think he doesn't have a backbone and I need to be put in my "place." He is just so anti-arguing that he just vents to me. I told him to just tell them that he does wear the pants I just control the zipper. He laughed and well, was like naw I should just tell them that after he gets his commission that he just might get orders to be their officer. I don't think that will shut them up at all. I think the suggestion of what I said would be better. Plus he got moved to gunner permanently for this deployment!! So he stands up there for 12 hours plus without a break and when all the other guys get a million smoke breaks he is told that he has to keep the trucks running right while they all smoke and then they yell at him if he does something wrong. It is getting a little intense and something where I just wanna smack one of them!! It is really starting to piss me off but I can't do a thing about it, because its his job.. I guess that is my rant for the night..I maybe back later!!
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
ugh
DEAR DEPLOYMENT,
you suck, you suck, you suck, and did I mention YOU SUCK!!!
Sincerely,
me
P.S. I want my husband home!!!
you suck, you suck, you suck, and did I mention YOU SUCK!!!
Sincerely,
me
P.S. I want my husband home!!!
mental block
So for the past 5 years I have been in college and on the verge of graduation I seemingly have lost all focus and motivation to finish at all! I really have like no care to finish, I know this is just a little vent! I really missed Mark today, it was weird because I haven't heard anything whatsoever from him which is rather weird! He normally sends me a blackberry message at least once a day. It has been a whole two days!! I'm getting lonely not talking to my best friend and soul mate!
The kiddos are well going BONKERS! The oldest one especially! He knows his birthday party is Saturday and has been extremely mischievous around the house. He has been snooping worse then his father does! I woke up at 4 am to hearing rustling noises in my bedroom near my closet. OF course when your husband is deployed you get extra nervous about those noises!! So I rolled over and crawled under my blanket and etched towards the end of the bed only to see my son attempting to open the closet door without making a noise. It took me a minute to see him so I started freaking out. I had something that I could have thrown, but just wanted to make sure who it was. WHEW I am so glad it was Aaron! I just about had a heart attack! OH yea if I had at least Aaron could have put to use his 911 calling skills I have been teaching him.
So did anyone see about the little girl who went missing in winter springs, FL? Her name was Nadia, she was found by a man in her church who set out alone to find her! I am excited they found her. I can only imagine what her mother and father were going through.
So here is a funny and then ill shut up!!
My apt manager and I were talking this morning and she told me that there is this computer repair lady who comes around to do all the computer upkeep on their office computers and her son who happens to have a mental disability kept calling her and telling her that there was a troll out in the front yard, which she said oh ok hunny Ill be home soon and then you can tell me all about it. Then he called back panicing and said, "Mom the troll is really mad now." She asked why and then he said that he had locked him in the closet, well she thought he was just going on like he usually does. She went home and found out that her son had locked a Jehovah witness midget in the closet. So the troll to this guy was just a midget. Which I just about fell out laughing!!
Another day gone is another day till I see my soul mate's face!!
The kiddos are well going BONKERS! The oldest one especially! He knows his birthday party is Saturday and has been extremely mischievous around the house. He has been snooping worse then his father does! I woke up at 4 am to hearing rustling noises in my bedroom near my closet. OF course when your husband is deployed you get extra nervous about those noises!! So I rolled over and crawled under my blanket and etched towards the end of the bed only to see my son attempting to open the closet door without making a noise. It took me a minute to see him so I started freaking out. I had something that I could have thrown, but just wanted to make sure who it was. WHEW I am so glad it was Aaron! I just about had a heart attack! OH yea if I had at least Aaron could have put to use his 911 calling skills I have been teaching him.
So did anyone see about the little girl who went missing in winter springs, FL? Her name was Nadia, she was found by a man in her church who set out alone to find her! I am excited they found her. I can only imagine what her mother and father were going through.
So here is a funny and then ill shut up!!
My apt manager and I were talking this morning and she told me that there is this computer repair lady who comes around to do all the computer upkeep on their office computers and her son who happens to have a mental disability kept calling her and telling her that there was a troll out in the front yard, which she said oh ok hunny Ill be home soon and then you can tell me all about it. Then he called back panicing and said, "Mom the troll is really mad now." She asked why and then he said that he had locked him in the closet, well she thought he was just going on like he usually does. She went home and found out that her son had locked a Jehovah witness midget in the closet. So the troll to this guy was just a midget. Which I just about fell out laughing!!
Another day gone is another day till I see my soul mate's face!!
Monday, April 12, 2010
Poor Professor
SOOO I have this professor and well all I can say is quiting anything cold turkey sucks! I feel really bad for her because well the disfunctional people in my classes happen to be the ones who get her when she is not in her happy boat and then the rants insued! HEAVEN HELP US ALL! She is a sweet lady, but definitely a different cookie; but of course who isnt a different cookie in their own form or fashion!!
Just a dandy day?
Being an Army wife has its adventures and well mine is the most interesting here lately I do believe!! So today was the craziest morning, my youngest woke up SCREAMING; thus began the Monday morning!! God bless my son, because well he is teething and so I sat straight up and well there went that ability to maybe sleep in. My 4 year old had a nightmare the night before and had wondered his way into my bed during the night..The boys miss their father just about as much as I do!! DEPLOYMENT SUCKS!! SO there is my ramble for the day..I may update this ramble a little later!
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