sorry its been a while

WOW where do I start off...CRAZY last two months..My husband came home....yay....then we had christmas and then had downtime to breathe!! Which was much needed. School started up again, then I found out I was pregnant.....then I lost the baby.....The very next week became incredibly sick and well it just kept mounting up, but still in school and just taking like one day at a time, now my love is home...one less stressor, but its weird adjusting to him being home. I never thought it would be, but to be honest I was sooooo use to him not being here and doing everything myself. YAY for no more super mommy moments constantly, my cape was becoming tattered around the edges. Now its just getting back into the groove of things and of life....soon, which IDK when he wants to reclass. I am ALLLLL for him reclassing, but gotta wait and pray that a slot opens up. GOTTA love how OBAMA wants to cut 1/3 of the military. (BREATHING) so thats my update and I do ask for your forgiveness in not posting...I stink sometimes at posting, but I am back and well posting away.. YAY ME!! OH I graduate in MAY, I keep thinking "NO, this is not possible, no more college." I am gonna have withdraws. I love to learn, I AM SUCH A NERD. I know I want a masters, but thats in the future for right now. I am sooo burned out of college I cant see straight some days. I know I will probably cry, because USM has meant a lot to me. MANY wonderful memories of that College...*sniff* well, life is normal, BUT WHATS normal in my world is beyond comprehension to many. So I leave you with this pondering thought..."The problem with the gene pool is that there is no lifeguard."