Friday, April 30, 2010

crazyest...if thats even a word....month of my life

Soo I had a wild month so far. That might by why I haven't posted in a while, so to start off the month I was in California for my grandmother's funeral..LOVED her to pieces and well still do and I really miss her dearly! She was a very well how do I put this the best grandmother any girl could want, but of course I do know that everyone is a partial to theirs!! IF you weren't I would feel sad because everyone should!!! Then one of the most tragic things that has ever happened in my life other than loosing Aaron's twin brother during delivery. I had a miscarriage, and well it took me a couple weeks to tell my husband who happens to be in Iraq, IF YOU HAVEN'T ALREADY NOTICED, and when I did he was crushed and sad as any parent would be. He asked me if I wanted him to come home. I told him no, because he is scheduled r&r is for when Levi's 1st birthday is on. I would rather celebrate the life of the children we already have instead of mourning the loss of one who wasn't meant to live in this world. God has greater plans for that little one!! Then I had the journal project from hades!! grrr that was horrid!! Then someone defaced personal property of a professor and well that caused MAJOR heartache for everyone!!! WHO in college defaces a book? MY 4 year old knows not to do that to books!! People are getting crazyier!! OH then to top it all off my husband's mrap hit an IED this week..I just about paniced because I thought something was wrong with him. So between my husbands truck hitting that IED and my miscarriage and the funeral!! I think this month has just about drove me bonkers!!! IM SOO GLAD its almost over!!

One day down is one day closer till I get to hold my soul mate!!

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