mental block

So for the past 5 years I have been in college and on the verge of graduation I seemingly have lost all focus and motivation to finish at all! I really have like no care to finish, I know this is just a little vent! I really missed Mark today, it was weird because I haven't heard anything whatsoever from him which is rather weird! He normally sends me a blackberry message at least once a day. It has been a whole two days!! I'm getting lonely not talking to my best friend and soul mate!
The kiddos are well going BONKERS! The oldest one especially! He knows his birthday party is Saturday and has been extremely mischievous around the house. He has been snooping worse then his father does! I woke up at 4 am to hearing rustling noises in my bedroom near my closet. OF course when your husband is deployed you get extra nervous about those noises!! So I rolled over and crawled under my blanket and etched towards the end of the bed only to see my son attempting to open the closet door without making a noise. It took me a minute to see him so I started freaking out. I had something that I could have thrown, but just wanted to make sure who it was. WHEW I am so glad it was Aaron! I just about had a heart attack! OH yea if I had at least Aaron could have put to use his 911 calling skills I have been teaching him.
So did anyone see about the little girl who went missing in winter springs, FL? Her name was Nadia, she was found by a man in her church who set out alone to find her! I am excited they found her. I can only imagine what her mother and father were going through.

So here is a funny and then ill shut up!!
My apt manager and I were talking this morning and she told me that there is this computer repair lady who comes around to do all the computer upkeep on their office computers and her son who happens to have a mental disability kept calling her and telling her that there was a troll out in the front yard, which she said oh ok hunny Ill be home soon and then you can tell me all about it. Then he called back panicing and said, "Mom the troll is really mad now." She asked why and then he said that he had locked him in the closet, well she thought he was just going on like he usually does. She went home and found out that her son had locked a Jehovah witness midget in the closet. So the troll to this guy was just a midget. Which I just about fell out laughing!!

Another day gone is another day till I see my soul mate's face!!