crazy summers

So we just got back a couple hours ago from Pensacola, FL and all the beachyness!! The really sad thing was..that faint smell of oil that was in the air. Although you cant see the oil or tarballs the smell was there!! ALso I have never seen so much emotional wawa as I have today. I serious have no idea what is going on with that..There was also some information about some family stuff that has put this FOUL taste in my mouth about some family members who I completely saw in a totally different light, which was a put on by the way. That makes me sick, because I never ever have been anything but me around my family and ya know what? I get this and learn this info...GOSH..ok so t-minus 2 days till our vacation or my insanity trip!! CRAZYNESS..Im excited but not even packed yet...I am soo burnt from the beach that I dont wanna move from the pain. I know im being a baby, but at least about my own personal pain and not about something someone said..touche!! Soo you guys have a great night and thanks for reading....